Have you ever been so overwhelmed in your head and heart that you get to a breaking point and cry, doubting your validity in life and your specialness to God?
Let the deepness of that despair sink in.
“Doubting your validity in life and your specialness to God.” That’s a super tough place to be. The mental battle you fight is exhausting and emotionally draining. It takes its toll on your confidence and your feeling of self worth. When you get to this point, you just want to hide and sleep but you can’t…you have responsibilities – so you fight harder.
As a Child of God you keep going, pushing those dark thoughts away every time they creep into your mind. You may have to do this dance for days and days or longer, but eventually you see the light again. You pray to God that someone out there gives you a break so you can prove to yourself, above all others, that you are worthy. You are valid.
Luckily, despite the doubts swirling in your mind, you know that God is with you and He wants the best for you. That alone is enough to stand and fight another day.
It’s a struggle and, like most large hurdles in life, you are doing this alone. People in your world can offer support and encouragement but make no mistake, the battle is yours to fight and win alone. No one can rescue you.
PEACE
